Loneliness

2005-03-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

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2005-03-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today woke up early to go gy with joel...i must train 8 pac haha...coz i too skinny must go boday building hahaz...Then me and joel went to the stadium to..i help him take his 2.4 running timing...so he ran under the hott sun..while i sit there under the shade...moral support hahaz...then walk back to joel house wah cross the mountain...abit scary hahaz..then i his house i told him ask the dog stay away from me..his dog is those alaska dog...run on snow one..so big size..unlike those cute puppies that i like...scary....hahaz..then his father gave us a lift to cck to cck sports complex to ply badminton hahaz..then went to cck lot 1 to eat lunch...lolx...after taht was suppose to go watch movie but haix...i can't make it...Pai sehz kahi bbon can;t watch movie with you, pai shez joel can't watch movie with you, pai sehz chong kai can't watch movie with you too..lolx...coz i was rushing home later going out with parents so...yup...real sorry...nex time i promise k? hahaz...then went bugis toe at...then to orchard to eat hahaz teh went back home..wah damn tired..goona sleep soon..nitez

2005-03-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

Saturday a sucky day! Don't wish to talk about it...Spent the day copying my holiday assignment oops..hope no teachers visit my blog if not :x hahaz...so today i kuai kuai do my remainder hols assignment becoz compo and compre can't copy...and study my chemistry...but don't know why can't go in...ohh i also cut my hair today new hair style..lolx i keep changing hair style...now i want keep my hair style...my flinch is slanted lolx...when grow long will cover my eye de...lolx....hahaz...nothing to write maybe later add...thats all...tata..oh ya i change my music video of the week to jennifer lopez, get right! Its a nice song..

2005-03-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

Lazy to write cut short...
Happy! Happy! My appeal for goin out till night had successed!
My mum allows me to go out at night every sat till 10pm ain't that cool? wHAHA
eH..TODAY NOTHING MUCH PLAYED BADMINTON IN THE MORNING THEN AFTERNOON GO OUT GAI GAI THEN MEET PARENTS AT NIGHT...RHATS ALL...BYEZZ

2005-03-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

Wha today long day shoo many things tow write but'll cut it short...
-Went out with guo quan to walk around and watch movie...
-Went to get a drink at coffee club before show start
-Watch "Lemony-A series of fortunate event" quite nice i would say ehh 3.5 starz/5 starz
-Approached by an Ah Beng thought what happen...turn out to be a agent looking for model ask me and my friend for contacts lolx...this ish 3rd times le...as usual throw away the namecard..
-Went to eat ice cream at swensens...then went off
-Meet parents at bugis to eat dinner..
-Bought another 3/4 pants, a tee-shirt and another collar shirt from fleshbox..
-Then went to west mall for supper..
-Now then return home
-Sleepy...byezz!

2005-03-17T09:24:00.000+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and girls it's QUIZ TIME!
Guess the people who said these phrases, if you know the answer tag your answer on my board!
(a):"...I'm a very very very fussy person...cut your marks"
(b):"...yes or no?...questions?...is that clear?"
(c):".....chop chop.....if yes we have a problem"
(d):"....an jin...xia che.."
(e):"...good morning kla....up and down ten time.."
(f):"...tell me is it fair?...fight for you right to education.."
Yup thats all heyz i reallY reallY don't know who said these phrases please please enlighten me?

2005-03-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

Ehh...today blur me..wonder why i so blur...remidal lesson is at 10-11am but i thought it was from 7.30am so i woke up at 6.30 when the sky is still dark to prepare haiz...silly me then when wanna leave i sms my friend then found out its 10am...i forget haix so blur these days..Ok then afternnon play badminton with zhi hong...teach him how to smash wah can vomit blood lolx..kidding lah...then went out to have dinner...eh today bought another 3/4 pants amd bought a white band lolx...then nothing i guess?? Okay cya NITEZ!

2005-03-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

HAHA today i finally learn how to use my mp3 lolx...i blur like sotong mp3 bought last year now then know how to use...i'm really hopelss hoh? Hahaz then today went gai gai9go out)...Watch a horror movie "BoogeyMan" argh i really hate horror movies...i was like covering my ears and closing my eyes all the time...the show was messy took sometime to really understand it lolx...not so nice i would say...2.5starz/5starz...hahaz Tootpid horror movies...

2005-03-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

Cool?

2005-03-15T13:45:00.001+08:00

heyz

2005-03-15T13:45:00.000+08:00

Oops...

2005-03-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

Just came back from school attended the tootpid leadership course...lame and boring! Oh ya during the break we were offered free food and drinks guess what? This is MY FIRSTS TIME eating CURRY PUFF LOLX! hahaz yup this is my firsts time tasting it...hmm not bad...i like very what hoh? Never taste before curry puff...lolx fuuny man...hehez. That's for now gonna take a nap zz...

2005-03-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

-Chang Hua Duan Suo-

Too many things to say today, i'll just summarise...

-Woke up 7.30am, meet joel ding at 8.40am to go to the singapore indoor stadium for service...
-After service, 1.40pm go to orchard with him to choose his bag and to eat lunch, his fren join us...
-Leave firsts went to meet my parents for dinner...
-Shop around bought a number of stuff:
(i)Billabong Hat
(ii)Pouch
(iii)Engrave my name on my braclet
(iv)Kylie CD
-Mum bought new hp N6170 my turn to get a new one by the end of holiday

Things to get during the holiday:
(i)New shade
(ii)bandana
(iii)3/4 pants
(v)Trim my hair
(vi)Billabong leather wallet

How nice someone could get me one of these would be enough hehez....

Oh ya i want to go tanning this week so i'll have a new image, i'm going to dress differently ore hip hop! Lolx you'll see soon...

2005-03-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

Forget to blog on friday no time oops...poor time management lolx...anyway nothing much to say well it's just not my day on friday! Well then today went out early for badminton training then went to shu mei birthday party...lolx fun she got sprayed haha! Then took neoprints 4timex gone crazy le! Lolx...try out a few machines still prefer the old one hahaz...then went to meet my parents at orchard for dinner lolx met somebody lolx...funny reaction...then went to drink coffee then went home...actually got alot more to say but tired save it for other dya...so cya enjoy the neo prints still got some more lazy to scan other day ba..

2005-03-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hehez!

2005-03-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

Bleahx!

2005-03-12T22:29:00.001+08:00

Sunny Day!

2005-03-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

Frenz!

2005-03-10T17:53:00.000+08:00

Today a fine day i guess? Live your life well...nothing special just checked my CA marks for term 1 wah like shit man! It's horrible i promise to work hard for term2 mid year! I going to chiong all my work and revision for holiday! Trusts me winkz*! Hehez haiz sianzz man zz zz....Later write some more lo...

2005-03-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

I finally realise the power of true love. It is just too great to be true! Love is not a thing but a feeling that can do wonders! Love is just too nice too sweet...loved by love! People can chnage for love and scarcifice everything for their love one. This is the power od love!

To God:
Where is my true love? <3>

I concede defeat! Love is so powerful i admit i loss this time...LOVE ahh!

2005-03-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to school with my new hair style hehez...got alot of people comment on it as usual...some say like japzanese hair style some say not much difference some say nice some say funny....lolx...didn't know my one hair style can capture so many people attention fuuny lolx...Today seems a pleasant day i suppose...everything's ok i guess...

i LIVE a black and white life!

Can't believe i'm saying this but here goes.... I'm going to change to a new person! I'm changing for the better! Doing away with my bad attitude! I apologise to those who i show attitude to and those who i did not be a friend when i'm needed! Augustine is changing! clap clap lolx! After the march holidays i'm going to be a new person! I will try my best!

I reliase this:
I'm not as great as i think!
I'm not as smart as i think!
I'm not as good looking as i think!

I'm too proud!
too arrogrant!
too selfish!
too stingy!
too over sometimes!
too lousy!
too disrespectful!

I'm really that bad as i think you all may not agree with me but still this is what i think about myself! And i'm ready to change! I'm going to be a good friend!

2005-03-07T21:17:00.001+08:00

Bad blood!

2005-03-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

I'm cool not him, lolx!

2005-03-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

Haha

2005-03-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Cut short ; lazy to type...

Today went for some tootpid career exhibition at suntec with khai boon. Then went to training at chua chu kang then eat dinner at city hall finally come back home. Nothing special that i want to mention...

2005-03-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

New hair style + New shades = New STYLED me!

Hehez today went to cut my hair...new hair style when it grows longer man it'll be damn cool hehez! Also bought a new shade yes i know lolx...but this is cheap and nice...Wah imagine the new styled me IRRESISTABLE! lolx no la joking i bhb la! Ehh my third account open le for friendster add me kids: dreamt_of_u_89_2@ yahoo.com thankz thankz! Drop me a testimonal too if ya free hehez thankz! Ehh...nothing much actually got more to say about this morning and afternnon activites but lazy to type lolx...sleepy le...byezz nitey nitey! Tml got a long day ahead of me...

2005-03-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

GRAB THE CHANCE!

Eh...today ok la nth much happen...everything was alright oh ya got back my chinese test only score 62 mark highest 76 i guess i must go brush up my chinese if not Olevel cannot score A1 le lolx...Monday ismy MT(chinese) oral exam must speak chinese these few days lolx...also must learn more proverb so can use whahaha. Hehez just now at Hangan Denz ate yummy waffle with strawberry ice cream yum yum hehez...so tasty and SWEET! Imagine eating ice cream with your love one so sweet you feed her one spoon she feed you one spoon ahh so loving man...must try that out one day hehez..Now sleepy le ahh...tomorrow have to go somewhere early in the morning giving up my beauty sleep haiz goona sleep earlt i guess byee and nitez to all!

This message is for those who thinks they are not being a good friend:

-Hmm...if you were more caring and showing more concern to me you will sure make a good friend.

-We now sledom contact each other, we are like drifting apart further each day. I don't really want us to drift further apart but if you don't make the firsts move i can't make the second. I want to invest in our friendship but you don't seem to thought of investing in this friendship. I can't do anything now it's all up to you...If you want this friendship to go on play your part if not...

2005-03-03T16:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i was abit rash i tell chong kai off feeling abit gulity sorry have to tell you all this yesterday. I just want to get it off my chest spend an hour pluz talking hope you understand waht i said was meant for your own good, just want you to improve. Oh ya was abit happy because paterson call me lolx after a handful sms hahaz...going out this sunday with him i think..he has a very good character and smart man lolx. He's a good bro! Lolx take care cya then! Todat was rather hetic, my social studies test was badly done, firsts time in my history that i say this test was abdly done i don't really have proper time management lolx...there goes my firsts in class for social studies position and for the P.O.A test ok la still can manage i think? Later goona let my mum sign the maths test that i fail don't know what excuse to give scary oops...lolx...god bless me! Gonna zz now nice weather man!

2005-03-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

Cold...cold...i'm sitting here alone in my room gazing at the stars and moon feeling so cold. Tears filled my eyes feeling cold n the heart too. Where are you? I feel lonely though i'm talking to four people i just feel lonely and wants to stay quiet tonight. Just feeling...down...wheere is the love? Even the stars have company the moon. But me...

2005-03-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

Today was rather a pleasant today except some incidents that happen hahaz...Kena caught by Mr. Tan for dozzing off in class argh....Oh ya today went to enquire on ring with friends in west mall yellow shop hahaz...Ask them how much 925 sliver ring with encarve words on it..its rather a friendship ring so next time we remeber each other upon seeing the ring so touching right? haha i also want to do that with my god sliblings hehez...so can remember each other hahaz! Quite cheap i suppose goona enquire at 77th street tomorrow check for the best quality and niceset word encarved hahaz....

2005-03-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

HEY KIDS! I can't stand some people, really detests their behaviour for example:
-Proud! (Come on la what's there to show off? Your not the best)
-Pot calling the kettle black! (You yourself is like that still want to say others what right do you have?)
-Act busy! (Think i very free to sms U ah? Hate those who never reply sms PLUZ keep say see firsts you think you big shot ah? I also got my programmes but i give you the firsts piority and U took it for granted)
-Hypocrite! (Please loh...I don't like a two-face coined person! Be honest can? Why must you act act? Can't stand U say this thing do another thing!)
-Liars!( Can't you be honest? I don't see the necessarility to lie! No need to please me just be honest.)
-Heartless! (I so good help U do things you never thankz me but took it for granted, youR not so great as U think and when i crap sometimes is there a need to shut me Up immediately? When you crap and be lame i didn't do that ok? And even you blabber cold jokes i still give a wide smile and response to it why can't you do the same?

And same goes to all my normal friends except (bosom friends) if anyone of the above crime U commited plz plz just FUCK OFF(include steads)! I can't tolerate U i rather GIVE U UP then sacifice my time and energy. My bosom friends are much more valuable then U! Don't keep thinking your so great so good la! I don't give respect to this kinda person!

2005-03-01T17:44:00.000+08:00

DEPRESS OVER RESULT!

I feel so foolish and stupid! I got back my english common test paper i got 21.5/40 actually i was suppose to get 26.5 but because foolish me was so careless to fill in the answer in the wrong blank argh...if only i pay attention to the question number! HATE IT! Ahhh...then i g=flung my maths test now my form teacher wants me to bring back and get my parents to sign it ahh...gonna get killed! If only i have studied and i wasn't sure about the chapter thats why...But from today onwards i am going to aim to score at least an A2 for mid year for every subject i give my promise to those who are reading this...i shall not break it...i must get 10 points for prelim and 8 points for Olevel L1R5 sounds diffcult? But i'm going for it! You shall see! i'm highly motivated now! I shall not walk out of the exam hall dis heartedly but instead confidently telling myself i did my best!

2005-02-28T16:05:00.000+08:00

Sad sad sad! Today i fail my science(phy) by 1/2 a mark that means i fail my combined science because i just pass my chemistry! Ahhh....hate it then maths common tests also fail! Geography though havent get back but i can confirm fail so means 3 fail still got 1 more don't know yet its english common test i scared fail....can't take it! I today saw my seniors getting back their results, saw people smiling and laughing but also saw people crying badly...I wish i score below 15ponits for L1R5 working hard now...from this common tests i know where i stand and i'm still far far away from my target but i'm from today start going to put in more effort and pay attention i'm going to score all A2 for my mid-year, augustine jia you!!! Still sad that i fail haiz...sigh....my god bro score L1R5 14 points wah wahh...but his english is C6 that why if not he sure can score maybe 10 points? Smart smart our scholl highest is 9 point havent minus other bonus point yet...hope i can score good so when i'm called forward to receive my result i'll be crying because i score 10point, god help me!

2005-02-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

Where is the LOVE?

2005-02-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today went for badminton training at chua chu kang sports hall...wah there damn big lehz...swimming pool pluz sports hall big big O_O hahaz...then new people train with me don't know all of them except chen jie he from the saturday class same as me nothing much hehez...After that bought macdonald back for lunch then come home do homework...blah blah then go out now just came back lolx...sounds so boring hahaz...nitezz byez!

2005-02-27T09:49:00.000+08:00

My Idol!

2005-02-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

God Finest's Creation!

2005-02-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

Fun but Tired Day

Today went out with shu mei, sabrina pei boon, yi zhen, michelle foo, si wei and steffenie. We went to watch the show "Howl's Moving Castle" ehh....3.5/5 rating i give. Nice movie quite romantic too. Shu mei cry while watching lolx...too emotional haha...We took neoprint before the movie but it didn't turn out well so we took again after the movie me, pei boon, shu mei and sabrina hehez quite nice! Then went to meet jayden as usual ehm ehm cough* he's not late again "i was too early" lolx...We went to orchard wanted to watch the show "Hide and Seek" but butt...timimg not right in the end didn't watch just walk around as usual and we took neo print...hmm..this time not as good as last time on lolx...but who cares i think it's cool and other dosen't matters lolx...Then we walk here and there, up and down, left and right lolx....i today behave alike abit lunatic lolx....then jayden suffer lolx...sorry bro. Wish you all the best in your results on monday! Tell me whats the result no matter how you score :> hehez kinda tired nitezz...byez

2005-02-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

Frenz 4 Ever!

2005-02-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

Frenz!

2005-02-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

Colourless Life

Yesterday in the morning to the front of the whole school to collect my class chairman badge(monitor). Forced to where the badge by Mr. Tan detests him! He scold me no brains when i help him do something argh...then he caught me sleeping not happy with U! Then today boring day very boring hate it maths still don't know about the chapter...teacher teach too fast. Everything overall was fine. Oh ya yesterday took my geography tcommon test hopless le...can't stand it.

I 'm like a lost soul wandering around in the lonely night,
walking alone in the chiily snow with no place to go.
This feeling of loneliness makes me depressed.
Even though i have good pals to confine in
I choose not to, i rather keep mum then share
Life must still go on wether u like it anot
Tears always fill my eyes at night
All i have is nothing but myself
I question my character and even tried to change for the better
The only thing i can't change is the feeling i feel at night.
I'm like a lonely ragged doll
Lying on the street in a dark corner
Feeling helpless and souless.
Waiting for that someone to pick me up.
-augustine

2005-02-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

Pain! + Pain! = Pain! Pain! Pain!

Today everything turn out ok got lucky today...but when it comes to the end of the day P.E ahh...ahh...ahhhhh...my legs haven't recover yet...run???? ahh.....nono....lucky today trial if not die die...i just walk and talk don't even seem like 2.4km i was brisk walking and chatting with my friends haha...and my timing is 14 pluz mins...lolx...next week when leg recover hahahaa...chiong ahhh....hehez...but for now i'm resting because even though i walk i still walk for 2.4km briskly still quite energy consuming de...whahaha....just now stupid singnet cannot connect hate it...connection totally sux man! Oh ya just now in class that tootpid khai boon put his chair purposely one of the chair leg and sit down on my shoe...ahh...fuck pain like hell..then i kick kcik his chair he still don't want remove pain fucker! Then he move his chair aside...fucker pain man! My toe still pain hate you! NOW RESTING!

2005-02-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

WHAT A FUCKING DAY!

Today everything seems alright but until i took my maths common tests my mood was very bad...fuck la! Don't know how to do...20marks gone /35 gone case! Arhg! argh! argh! Well its my fault taking this test too lightly thought its was gonna be easy so never study...how stupid of me! Ahhh! Then tomorrow the fucking 2.4km run...kill me! My legs can't even squat down properly hate it stupid exercises! Ahh fuck la! Know my chemistry coomon test mark i just pass luckily...but i could get an A1 if not for my careless mistakes and last mintue revision! Waiting for my physics teacher to give me back my physics paper so i can l add together see i pass anot....argh fucking day! Now goona take a afternoon nap later wake up gonna watch the chinese drama show at 7pm on channel 8 'Wo Ai Zhong Wu Yan' nice show....think of the maths tests makes my blood boil! My mum gonna kill me! god! zzz gonna zzz....so can 'ba fan nao wang dao' (forget all worries)

2005-02-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

Me and Jayden!

2005-02-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

Jelly Leg + Half Closed Eyes = (TIRED) (SLEEPY)ME!

Ahh...tired! I don't like training at kallang under my coach feel sad and angry hate it. Legs like jelly now...yesterday during badminton training do too much bunny hop and other exercise do until my leg now muscle pain ahh....yesterday till now can't move poperly...especially walking down the stairs then tuesday is my 2.4km run...ahh...ahh...help help...then today go out nedd my god bro to be my part time crutches sorry :) whaha...then take neo print with him...its been erm 2 weeks since my last neo print whahaha...remember ah...must practise the post and the pen timing...to get the perfect picture....tired and sleepy now tomorrow maths common tests scary haven't study finish...god save me...bye bye...nitez..

2005-02-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

HAHA...today friends come my house at 8am to ehm...bai nei whahaaha...zhi hong very punctual he came firsts then floow by yi zhen then shane then khai boon sabrina shum mei lolx...that stupid chong kai last mintue can't come lucky i call shane come if not play majong not enough people hahha...tootpid zhi hong ate all my money he win the most about $40+ from everybody...hate u! ur blacklisted next time don't call you come! Then rush to badminton training told the taxi driver yio chu kang say wrongly should be yew tee lucky i told him in time before he head for yio chu kang its very far...blur me! Then during training my legs almost fall apart too tired! Then came home...and go out for dinner...now finally back home to relax tired! Aww...sleepy some more...nitez!

2005-02-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

Shu Mei Sabrina Augustine

2005-02-19T20:59:00.000+08:00

Sabrina Shu Mei Augustine

2005-02-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

Sabrina Shu Mei Khai Boon Augustine

2005-02-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

FUCKED UP LIFE!

2005-02-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

New Style = New Me SAD!

No Good! Today no good nonono! Had the science common test...don't really have confidence of scoring...hopefully can score a B4 pray to god! Life is getting boring here! Just hope life is more exciting! I walk alone...my shadow is the only one that walks beside me. Went to collect my new specs cool frame! To match my new specs i hav a new hair style...nopex i didn't cut my hair but i gel it in a another stlyish way to match my specs. New Style = New Me whahaha...still not very happy over today test! We humans are never contended! never! This is just nature! i walk alone i walk alone!

2005-02-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

Hiax...dont feel good today...tired stress! Think of yesterday maths test headache! And tomorrow got science common tests, the mole conecpt finish! Don't know wether can pass anot??? hmm...i listening to the song boulevard of broken dreams by green day not bad song lolx...can;t stand it acutally yesterday i got no homework can revise my tomorrow test but i slack slack too lazy now scared haix...ain't it too late?? HELP!

2005-02-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

Tired + Sleepy = Blur Me

Haha....tired man just came back from school! Today was rather fine...but sad maths test don't know how to do...shit man! 27mark all gone fail! That damn chapter i don't really understand there goes my A2 haix! Not really happy over it...because i didn't really study enough yesterday i just flip through the chapter then play computer and chat on the phone...regret it! Now have to work hard on my commom test hopefully i can score a A1! Today in class my english teacher miss gopal boss me around hate it! Well actually part of it was my fault oops...hehez hmm notting much oh ya today i gave belated valentine's present to shu mei and sabrina whahaha fuuny man almost get killed hehez...shu mei give me a key chain and a card..hmm...oh ya receive the present from celeste it's a chocker with a mini bottle hang on it lolx...cool thankz! Tired! Sleepy!

2005-02-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

Hehez...happy valentine's to ALL! Today in school receive gifts from sabrina, ru xin and steffenie thankz! Got sweets and a card from sabrina, receive a rose with a ferror roache hahaz and a hp poach from steffenie cute hehez...hmm i think today valentines should enjoy! Celeste was suppose to give me my present but i told her later then i forget to take from her. Sorry chong kai trun him down suppose to go with him buy something yesterday and today again i turn him down, he ask me to go wacth movie sorry! Was suppose to go out with my ehm* ehm* today to celebrate valentine's but my mum don't allowed...sorry...promise to get her a good valentines gift forgive me okie? Hehehz...now going to take anap then later wake up prepare for tml maths test ahh...sure finish one i still blur blur about that topic haix!

2005-02-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!

A Valentine is nothing likeA chocolate or a rose.For in a week these shall be gone,But Valentines remain.
If love were always sweet to tongueOr fragrant to the nose,Each day would be like Valentine's,And we would go insane.
A Valentine just hangs aroundWaiting to be kissedLong after special days have passedAnd every days are here.
So one is wise to choose one wellAnd chocolates to resist.For in the midst of maniaIt's nice to have one near.

Blur Me = Unlucky Day

2005-02-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

BLUR ME = UNLUCKY DAY

Hehez...today not a good day. Firsts in the morning bad luck, left my house for kallang..stand at bus-stop area to flag for cab...i manage to flag one butt...the taxi driver show the signal of stopping but when i just step back because of the trail of ants in front of me...the taxi went pass me ahh! Then i waited for quite a while finally manage to get one...then actually i wanted to stop at clementi mrt station so i can go to the bus interchange to take bus7 butt...i thought that why don't i alight at Dover since its further away...nearer to my destination by 1 stop...when i alight the taxi...and stand at the bus stop waititng for bus7 i forget that bus7 dosent go this route ahh! So i went to take the mrt to kallang instead...from there till my destination, during the journey nothing unluck happen thankz god! Soo...as usual went for trainning but the unlucky part continue form here...i played 3 double matches...all lose!!! And the scores were damn close...ahh...unlucky unlucky!!! Oh ya my coach surprising gave everybody a red packet...was kinda surprise...then i thought it was $2 but it was $4...hehez...the took a cab rush home to help my mum prepare the dishes for my relatives because they coming at noon...Then at arnd 1pluz shu mei call invite me to her house with ru xin and sabrina whahha...firsts thing come to my mind..guess what?? blackjack! hehez...then took a cab to her house HillView Park cool! Then went to gamble blackjack in her house...kids guess wad? i LOSS again! but lucky this time not so badly almost $3...because we play min. 20cent max.50cent hehez...wanted to win a cab fare back home...sabrina won the most she was kind enough to git me and ru xin a lift back home. Thankz! hehez...erm then meet parents for dinner...blah blah as usual...okie..nitez...byezz...have to go search the vlaentine thingy for teacher it's my homework...Wish all lovers a HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY! hehez...

2005-02-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

Whahaha...today went o pei shuen house...quite big..three storey high...hehez...her parents invited the lion dance troop to perform at her house...woah rich hoh? Then me and Ying Xu feel abit extra...nono should say is me feel abit extra coz ying xu whole family knows pei shuen whole family...then me only know pei shuen lolx...her mum knows my mum...then there was alot of people here and there...so we hide ourselves up stairs..then pei shuen was hiding form her pevert uncle.he touches her..is he sick up there???..whahaha...then hmm...ate lunch before i leave....thankz pei shuen for inviting me, happy new year! Then took a cab to lakeside mrt...to take a bus to lamont house...lolx...haix didn't know my LUCK was that bad yesterday loss $32 over gambling blackjack today loss $49!!!!!! wah i can really go broke ver fast! Tootpid khai boon luck so good eat my $30 pluz dollars then still got a few more people win my money argh...why was i not winning??? I wore a red T-shirt some more...can't figure out what went wrong haha...hmm...maybe i didn't wear red underwear...oops...haha...next time go get one...whahaha...then after losing tons of mobey i left for town...took a cab...lolx...tehn eat dinner with parents then back home now...lol....byezz nitez! tired yawn*

2005-02-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

I'm cutting short:

-Worst new year!
-Hate liars
-Tired
-Sleepy
-Low income
-Lost money gambling
-Not enough time
-Too many activities

Things to SHOO

I'm tired! sick of nonsense! shoo nonsense! shooo!!!
Bad luck shoo! shoo far away!
Liars shoo! don't ever speak shooo!
Trouble creator shooo!

2005-02-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

This new year is the WORST new year i ever had in my 16yrs life!!!! Hate it man! One of the factors is i lost money in gambling and the other is low income from hong baos there are a few more but i want to keep mum. Feeling tired and sick...planned my activites for sat and sun seems that i hav too much activities too little time...lolx...greedy me wants 48hrs per day! Today is friday wasn't suppose to go to school wanted to take MC but decided not...i'm a good boy...Can't stand LIARS! hate them! boring gonna sleep soon...nitez kids!

2005-02-09T10:27:00.000+08:00

happy chinses new year to all...$_$ new year is so fun $$$ get what i mean?? hahaz today later going to my aunt house to play badminton with cousin and majong whahaha...wish me good luck ba..hehez...today i solve a matter was happy got over it...Yestderday went out with a guy full of destruction...careful...where ever he walks the close confirm will be closed hahaz...i forced him to smile...quite good tempered...my over friendlyness has nt scared him away....hahaz...now preapring...massaging my hand for a majong game and badminton game later...hehez...byezz..tonite then write longer...reday to collect hong baos...whahahaz...

2005-02-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

ahhh.......yesterdat i post the entry missing!!! ahhh....ahhhh..ahhh...i wrote alot. "- _-...hate it feel like...argh....feel like...go eat ice cream....yum yum...bought the movenpick strawberry ice cream nice man...i go cool down by eating ice cream firsts then later fret over it...byezz

2005-02-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

Shu Mei Sabrina Augustine

2005-02-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

That's Me!

2005-02-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

Love is feeling that cannot be felt straight away but, takes time to feel. Time proves everything, it proves if your love is true...it proves if it's worth waiting for...it also proves how much he/she loves you.

2005-01-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

hello earthlings...today school was boring and tiring. I still in the weekend mood...today stayed back to practice the cheer...lame man. This is only our firsts practice when next week is the cheer already...can't imagine. Now back at home slacking, later then do homework...so write till here if got time then write longer feeling moodless now...byez.

2005-01-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

Starz light starz bright, the starzs are shinning so bright, but i can't feel the love...listen to your heart...i'll lead you through darkness. I just create that sentence its full of crap i know...sometimes i wonder how log will the starz stop shinning? It's tired shinning everyday and some may not apperciate it. Today i took a cab home after my training, then the uncle ask me i play play or go traning for badminton. I answered training he then said i must train hard to be the next ronald susilo, wah i was like happy then i don't want face tell him sure i'll be better than him. He told me i can be the firsts singaporean to get the olympic medal. I was like hehehe so happy...thankz you uncle, you sure have a glib tounge. Now at home maybe later revise abit then go to sleep quite tired....cya hope you seek your true love soon.

2005-01-30T14:51:00.000+08:00

Wah...tired day today its only half a day i'm already tired like hell....went to kallang for badminton training then i thought bring along my new discman to listen so can kill time....but...but...blur me forget to put a disc in it therefore brought a empty discman there n rot in the bus 1 hr journey listening to "......ti...ti..." (scaning of ez-link card) n "....ting dong. ." (bus stopping) argh how forgetful can i be??? Was late for training 20mins, then training today train little but play more...then after training i thought can go home...but the coach ask me stay back do push-ups n sit-ups n jumber jacks n some other exercise 30 pluz times each killing me man...i was so dead beat...almost slept in the bus...zzz...haha....then noe come home going to study for monday tests and going out at night...so cya...blog till here...tonitez got time then continue...byezz

2005-01-28T15:28:00.000+08:00

I haven't blog recently because of the pile of homework and the never ending tests. But lucky i survived all and now have time to relax and blog. I really like to see stars do u like to see them? Looking at the stars and moon makes me happier. I always gaze upon the stars and stare at the moon, how nice i was at the beach looking at them not at home. I enjoy sunset and sunrise, i want to enjoy these with my loved one. We must really treasure the ones we love, we humans only know how to treasure when we have lost it. My life hasn't been so well lately, i recover a lost friendship with one of my friend last week after almost half a year. I feel stress up, i don't know wether if i can last till O level?! My secondary 3 foundation is so weak, how am i to survive? So fast i'm secondary 4 going 16 soon. Time passes really fast, i really wish i can stop time. Reminiscing the past i really feel old. Maybe i'm tired physically and mentally, i'm tired of everything espcially studying all my life studying. Really if you start thinking back, time passes like a flash of lighting. A bolt from the blue your the age you are now. How much have been accomplished? How much have been missed? What is done is done. for those that around my age we have live almost 1/5 or 1/6 of our life it may seems there's still a long way to go but your wrong, there isn't count the days u still can lve on erath, e.g you live till 100 years old that means you live 36500 days only and minus the days that have passed and count the days you have left... It's not really that much as you think. Lolx, i don't know why i talked so much about life, life, life, life....haiz. I've just wasted almost 20mins of my life blogging. And you have just wasted 4mins reading it....closer to ur extinction......closer to death.....4mins and 20 secs have passed, tick tock tick tock time is passing you can't stop time. Time ain't something its EVERYTHING. It changes things, it changes people character, it changes our looks, it changes our appearance, it's everything. There almost 5mins is wasted. Life must go on......but how??

2005-01-15T08:16:00.000+08:00

Cough* cough* so dusty never blog for so many days le. Can't recall so many days happen what so just give a brief update what happen the past few days. Erm on Tuesday got caught for gel my hair, the new principal don't allowed. Actually me very angry one but what to do. So i decided to go natural. Surprising my friends and classmates tell me it look better without gel, haha i can;t believe it. So decided to stay away from gel for next week ba until i feel that it is safe then put back gel lo. On Wednesday erm nothing special juz a normal day oh got 1 happy thing i got 1 new god-sis chio chio de lolx. Then yesterday went to orchard again, to shop and walk around. I saw the armortec 700 wow it cost $451 i got shock so ex haix. Then today nothing special has happen so far to be mention since its only half an hour since i woke up bbl to update. I go eat breakfeast le cya.

2005-01-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

Today morning woke up early to go badminton training at SBA in kallang. There not what i expected, wasn't so grand as i thought lolx but still ok. The training was o.k there are some people who play well. One day i wish to win a gold medal here in SBA. Feeling tired later still have to do homework sianz lolx. Now going to take a nap ok bye bye.

2005-01-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

Today in the morning play badminton with desmond he was so kind. Desmond as i promise you i'll write how kind you can be. He know i play so lousy and he let me 14points the score is i 15 he 1. Actually he can win he purposely let me win hoh?! Nice game of badminton next time call you play again. Then when i was in the mrt going back there was a parent carrying a baby in the train. The baby was starring at me, so i pull funny faces at him then he look away bleah not fun. Tomorrow is nice and pleasant day know why? Shall not say. But still got some homework havent finish and tomorrow will be out for the whole day.

2005-01-07T14:41:00.000+08:00

Lolx i just want to half-apologise to the driver who i scolded yesterday in my entry, hey ur still in the wrong though. I just feel that my words were harsh in my pervious entry about you. Today finally friday the last day of the week no need to go to schhol tomorrow can sleep like a pig lolx. Me later then write more now got to sleep. Bye cya!

Came to update, today nothing special looking forward to sunday if you know what i mean?! I want to achieve my dream but there are obstacles and i'm soft hearted thus got talk out of it. But my dream is my goal it will never die.

2005-01-06T14:15:00.000+08:00

Today was the fourth day of school. Learn quite a number of new things, this week is only the week that i can come home that early very sad. Coz next week have remidals and stuff will only come home at an average time of around 5pm sad ritez? Wad to do have to study to get that piece of paper you what i mean?? Nothing much about school today, oh ya joker Yee Min sign a pact with me coz i burted out during P.O.A lesson that he can never make a few million dollars so he ask me to sign a pact with him that he will make a few million dollars by the age of 35 years old he still ask me to sign and also asked for my register number, lame rite? But what happen if he really make lolx?? Then today the social studies replacement teacher is goona leave coz Mr. Tan is coming back next week she said before she go that "we should fight for our rights to get good eduaction". She sounds like something terrible has happen to her lolx. Then she told us that she fail her O level and also fail her A level before cant really tell lolx.

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ENTERING VUGULAR ZONE
Well since u scroll down i suppose you don't mind so i'll just voice out my anger. Today when i walking home from school while i was crossing the zebra crossing 1 bloody fucking mother fucker driver horn at me "beeep!!!!" so damn fucking loud coz i was walking abit slow. Fucking driver who do he think he is beeping at a student who is crossing the zebra crossing and in a school zone area just outside a pri school, fucker bloody asshole he drives a lousy car and think he is so damn fucking big shot. Bloody mother fucker he i am so damn piss off. If i want him payback i could just don't move stand in front of his fucking car what can he do? bang me? when so many pair of eyes are looking? That bloody mother fucker what gives him the right to that?? But i controlled myself i just walk pass without pointing my middle finger or shout vugularities at him. There were so many parents looking shaking their heads at the driver how could that bloody mother fucker driver do that? Fuck him man that asshole!!!!!! DAMN I WAS SO FUCKING PISS OFF AT THAT TIME!!!!!
LEAVING VUGULAR ZONE

Note: I'm not that vugular in real life.
Ok i've cool down after voicing out my anger. Honestly i don't like to use vugularities unless someone make me veRy veRy piss off. I never said any to my friends before and even i did, it wasn't that vugular and i apologise after saying coz i also feel guilty after saying. Lalala i'm alright now. Ok gtg catch my nap cya bye.

2005-01-05T14:55:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. Just cam back from school today tired and abit bored, today me no blur adventures, not much to write today. Today done what i need to do for EL Miss Gopal lesson so can smile smile but didn't bring my S.W. book then she ask the whole class hold it up she wants to see but i keep quiet look some where else then she never notice me don't have. She quite a nice teacher i think but too soon to tell yet must wait and see for a while more. Later then write longer bored now goona sleep soon.

Came to update this blog today got a replacement teacher for social studies wah she can slang and speak got acient and she's a malay she a;ways like to say "....tell me.. is it fair..." and keeps walking up and down lolx funny man.

haha came to say something, there are quite a number of smiliarites between me and desmond. Like we both are "not rich", "ugly", "cant sing", "not smart", listen to english songs lolx funny man. Hey people u know whats " " means? Don't really think things what it is. Lolx haha.

2005-01-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

Juz came back not long form school. Second day of school, in the morning i was so blur the announcement made for all chairperson to come collect some notes for the class outside general office, but i blur blur people all gather outside already. I still blur blur talkin to my friends then my friend asked me to see why people gather outside then i said must people something going on, suddenly remember i have to go collect then i stand up and rush there hastly. Haiz in the morning receive the O level question paper for design & technology, i almost faint. So fast?! god now have to crack my haed to think stupid ideas on how to work ont he project the theme is "transportation" acn anyone help me?? Lolx hate D&T if i know so diffcult i should have take F&N all i have to do is cook cook and cook. Finally it was recess i was so happy yippy can go grab a bite feelin kinda hungry lolx. Haha after recess was english i was scared coz i havent finish part of the holiday assignment then scary Miss Gopal was going through. Then she say go by row by row starting from row1 firsts person one person 1 question then i was like shit havent finish so i count the number of ppl before my turn 1...2...3...4...15 then i ask my friend question 15 answer then finally over my turn then i quickly count again 1...2...3...4 then almost gonna reach i broke out in cold sweat lucky bell ring finally finish her lesson what a day lucky everything turn out fine ok kinda tired go take my afternoon nap cya bye!

2005-01-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

Today ish my firsts day of school, damn boring i was appointed chairman(claz monitor) i was vice chairman last year and chairman last last year when can i retire?!. So tiring every year have post then have to do things for the claz some more they don't appreciate. Our english teacher was Miss Gopal kinda shock and scary coz never do english assignment then scared she catch me coz she very firece. Then the new principal, met her at the stair way that time don't know that she our new principal i was walking with my friend then she ask us where were we going? I told her back to claz then she say hurry abit, god the time havent up yet it was still recess, i thought she was a new teacher then my friend told me she is the new principal i was like huh?!. Then she hold a speech at assembly damn such a pain in the neck talk a lot of crap delay dismissal time for half an hour hate her make me sit until leg cram and numb. She's not that fierce i think but she's lame and naggy. Have to catch a nap knida tired so bye!

2005-01-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today was a nice and cold day. I got in to the badminton trainning team i wanted. Thought it was gonna be tough but nahz turn out to be a piece of cake. So i'm having my trainning at SBA very far away from here but what to do is what i chose. Now got problem dunno how to tell my the other trainning team that i wanna quit. Haha it was quite ex the new trainning team $150 per mth,but if i really improved alot then its alright paying i guess. Hiaz, tomorrow open school not looking forward to. Damn i havent had enough of fun yet still in the holday mood tonight gotta sleep early coz tml need to wake up early cant slp till 10plus anymore. So i stop here, wish everybody a good start for tomorrow. Tomorrow got to come early abit to copy a couple undone assignments oops keep it a scecret ok gtg cya!

2005-01-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

Haha this is my firsts entry of the new year. Yesterday went to jurong east ice skating with chongkai, desmond(my friendster friend) and his group of friends. After having lunch at Macdonald we went ice skating.God the skates were damn tight n i struggle for a while before my leg could get in. Haha, when i was in the ring desmond teach me the basics after a while i got the hang of it but still whenever i wanna fall down i grab on to him. So means i have never fell down but chongkai keep falling down even when he reach the side of the ring where the bar is he still can fall down lolx, some more he wanna learn speed skating haha funny man. Desmond was quite paitient he held on to me when i'm gonna fall haha i tired making him fall hmm but it dosent seem to work he could balance himself quite well haha next time will try harder make him fall, his other friends skate quite well haha got two pros. Skate till 5pm then left the ring. Haha chongkai and me left firsts then we'll meet desmond and his friends at night for countdown back at Jurong East. I invited chongkai to our family dinner, we had our dinner at swensens damn the service was terrible never going back to orchard swensens haha. After dinner we went for a movie show at cinnelesiure damn it was a horror movie hehe NC16sneak in again 4 times now we wacth London Voo Doo its about voo doo bleah it sux i was like covering my eyes and ears.Chongkai was listening to his mp3 at high volume like that time when we firsts watch the movie lolx. After that my dad give us a lift to the jurong east count down and we meet up with desmond and his friends. The count down was boring very boring as compared to x'mas gtg next time write longer, happy new year. -The End-